hydrothermal vents

june 13, 2009

a juggle of emotions and weight
fragile waves of feelings crash
i've lost control over the cycle
not sure why i keep repeating this act
why i relapse
i'm fooling myself cause
in fact i do know the reason of this insanity
detoxification i beg
tears have frozen and numbed me from outer revealings
become apathetic, diminishing faith
regain control sarah..

though i know i should just let go

wish i could be okay
for now i'll just stay strong